CONCEPTS OF VANISHING

DIARY OF LOSS - VANISHING AND HOW TO VANISH
[Another section of my latest in-progress project}


Starring into Black



I Could Never Do Anything Right Enough

CONCEPTS OF VANISHING

Continuing the Diary of Loss, this is an abstract visual essay on loss and sustaining elements that define my life. This section makes use of an app that reproduces the vintage instamatic look of photos.

Oblivious



How Do We Fit Together



How To Survive



Light at the End



Final Moments (Frances)



Had Enough



Follow the Bright Light



Frances in Dreamland




Daughter, My Flower



My Flower with Mamacita

CONCEPTS OF VANISHING

Two Crows for Joy

[I had dreams (asleep and awake)]
the clock stopped
but time spun round, passed me,
cut, with it's hands, the sweet desire into bareness,
fleeting chances, vanishing beach,
and shadows that killed faith,

our parrallel regions of dreams
diverged,

I am vanishing
yet searching. . .
Two Crows for Joy ::
. . . and flight down the road south






small sustaining elements...

enter the insides of the camera to see steel,
Bitterweed thriving in cracks of dry asphalt,
I-beams and trash,
another daily quest for The Real
within the virtual, numbers and 
a word, an out-of-place enigma 
and images melding with
a message only you understand...
and how much you needed that.






Give My Poor Heart Rest

and someday I'll paint my pain's release
as lilacs and blue hydrangeas, a crescent
moon in August or November
over Front Beach breezes humming
through Live Oaks. . .
such solid reality can be sealed in
repetitive motion, sacred scents, memories,
and the chorused songs of seabirds floating.





Five

You were the blunt trauma against me
and wrought with
whatever you were dealt, You
thrusted it all upon me... me,
the precariously delicate spirit,
. . .
where were you and what were you
when I was locked in that black hole?



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Posted via iPhone

AUTUMN in MISSISSIPPI

Autumn Landscape in the Hill Country of North Mississippi combined with a system of clouds moving in from southwest can be quite beautiful. These were shot Sun. morning, Hwy. 178 East in Pontotoc Co.